goin outside for a bit

last week nothing that spectacular happened, except that we had old students weekend (read: huge party - lots of everything: cca. 120 people, band, food, drinks and lots of dancing). but other than that nothing that special, so today i’ll go in more pholosophical waters, hehe but bare with me, i think it’s a nice point and of course it is connected with travelings and me living in strange country :), far away from you…

the other day i was reading the time magazine again (as you may know i’m sort of hooked up to it lately:)) and there was an article with a  very expressive tittle: you are not my friend. yes, we’re on facebook. but i don’t care about your cat. and stop poking me. :)) and it just confirmed this idea i had in my mind for quite sometime now. don’t worry, i don’t have anything against facebook itself and i’mreally glad i have you there (otherwise you couldn’t even watch my picture albums, ha ha), it’s just about how addicted we became to computers in general. we use them everywhere. for listening music, reading news…even books, searching jobs,…wouldn’t it be better to get togather with couple of friends and play live music or go and pick up happenings in our surroundings or go and ask for a awailable job positions in a company personaly and get straight answer right away…? for many stuff it seems just so obvious - it’s easier, not so much time consuming, you would say… - really? it is not? right… how many times it happened that you just checked your emails and close the window? and how many times it happened that a friend just wanted to say hello on gtalk,msn,etc. and you ended up sitting an hour in front of the screen talking to him?…or you just got another vampire slaughter invitation on facebook and of course you had to check what is that all about (and we all know how this ends:)) anywas my point is that i really started to dislike living in this cyber reality!

…but on the other hand, if i stop being so damn critical… i know not everything is so bad at least for now, when i’m in the other side of the world, i know it’s good and kinda necesary that i can keep contact with some people. most of all i think it would be hard to gather all the international mixure in one place:) and  yes, of course i agree, that every surrounding that you’re living in can give you something for itself, but it doesn’t necesary feels like YOUR WORLD (like denmark in my case ups, damn this honesty…!) and i still believe that there are some people that can give you that right feeling in your heart… and we should not stop caring about them, just because they are on the other side of the world and you cannot see them everyday. nurchering good feelings and embracing good experiences, no matter in what form they are coming in, that is important! …so that was my humble philosophical oppinion:).

anyways: so, puting all this together, i decided i’ll try to use less internet (at least a little bit) and if i am spending time on the computer, it should be a quality one…and more importantly i decided to read more here (though english books it’s hard to get :S, …and i have so many recomendations ), write more poerty/songs, talk more with people, meditate more, go more to the gym or to the nature… live more in a real world! and i have a new goal here. it’s to start writing original letters and postcards again… i think it will be kinda cool to bring some old nostalgy out: to send something with real handwriting and all the decoratings and perfume smells:)…and surely it will not make me poor, if i buy a stamp or two…:) but maybe it will make somebody feel special and happier… i hope so.
so if anybody thinks that could be a nice idea to implement, please feel free to send me your address (and i’ll send you mine! i want postcards too;)) and we can have a little fun with remaking the old reality;)

ok, so much i can do now and as soon as i move to my dream island i promise i will call you all and invite you over for dinner to my house on the beach and later on we will play some live music by the fire under the stars, share some good stories and have some laughs…’waiky ‘waiky!

SLOVENSKO:

no, prejsnji teden se ni zgodilo nic posebno spektakularnega, razen tega, da smo imeli zabavo s starimi studenti te sole (beri ogromen folka, cca.120 ljudi, band, dobra pijaca in jedaca ter seveda veliko plesanja:)) ampak sicer nic kaj norega, tko da bom tokrat malo bolj filozofska. ampak nc bat, se vedno po nekako povezano s potovanji oz. mojim bivanjem v tej cudni dezelicina severu :)

zadnjic sem v reviji time (k jo kar precej listam zadnje case) prebrala en clanek z naslovom: ne nisem tvoj prijatelj. ja mam te na facebooku, ampak me ne briga tvoja macka. pa nehaj me ze drezat:) (madonca sem to dobro prevedla:)). ne narobe zastopet, nimam nc proti facebooku, in sem ful vesela, da vas mam tm (k drgac itak ne morte gledat mojih slikic, ha ha:)). gre se v bistvu za idejo, k jo mam v glavi ze kar neki casa, in to je, kok smo v bistvu ratal odvisni od teh racunalnikov. muziko downloadamo, beremo novice…clo knjige, iscemo sluzbo…vse preko neta, namesto, da bi sli, se dobel s prjatli in eno ali dve zaspilali v zivo, al pa sli v firmo in direkt vprasal za delo in dobili odgovore takoj…ampak se vse zdi ze tako samoumevno - boste rekl, ja, ce je pa tko velik lazje, pa se tok casa ne porabes - a res? kokrat ste pa sam prebral maile, pa zaprl skatlo? in kolkrat se je zgodil, da je frend reku, oj, sam samo hotu zivjo rect in pol si cvekal z njim se eno uro:) al pa valda dobis kaksno novo vampirsko vabilo na facebooku in valda moras precekirat za kaj se gre…(no vsi vemo,kako se to zaljuci:)). v glavnem, sam hotla sem povedat, da miv bistvu ni vec tok vsec zivet v tej virtualni realnosti…  

po drugi strani pa, ce neham bit tko kriticna, vem, da ni vse tko slabo. recimo zdj, ko sem cist na drugem koncu sveta, vem da je v bistvu ful dobro in nujno, da lahko ohranjam kontakte z dolocenimi ljudmi. v bistvu bi blo mal tezko vso to mednarodno mesanco spravit na en plac. in ja, valda, vsako okolje v katerem si, ti lahko nekaj da,ampak to se ne pomeni, da je to TVOJ SVET (kot recimo danska v mojem primeru :)). in se vedno verjemem, da so posebni ljudje, ki ti dajo tist ta prav obcutek v srcku…in zato ne bi smeli kar pozabit nanje, samo zato, ker so pac na drugem koncu sveta in jih ne mores videt prav vsak dan. negovanje pozitivnih obcutkov in vzdrzevanje dobrih izkusenj, ne glede na to, v kaksni obliki pridejo, to je pomembno! …no to je le moje skromno filozofsko mnenje:)

no, ce povzamem vse skup, odlocla sem se, da bom probala mal manj uporablat internet, ce pa ze prezivljam cas za racunalnikom, se bom probala potrudit, da bo vsaj kvaliteten. ampak bolj pomembno: odlocla sem se tudi, da bom vec brala, vec pisala, se vec pogovarjala z ljudmi, vec meditirala, vec hodla v telovadnco al pa v naravo, v glavnem zivela bolj v relanem svetu:) in zadala sem si nov cilj: da bom ozivila malo staro nastalgijo in zacela spet pisat prava pisma in kartice…da bo malo bolj osebno, z mojo pisavo in vsemi okraski… …in pomoje me ne bo pobral, ce bom tu in tam kako znamko spet kupla bo pa mogoce komu nepricakovano polepsalo dan…upam
no tko da, ce se kdo misli, da je ideja dobra in bi jo blo fino uresnicit, mi naj kar poslje naslov (jst bom pa vlada svojga tud, ker do zdj se tud se noben ni spomnu, da mi bi kaksno poslou sm:( ), pa bomo videli,ce lahko malo ozivimo stare case.

kakorkol, evo, tolk lahko prispevam zdj, ampak obljubim da ko se preselim na svoj sanjski otok, poklicem vse in vas povabim na vecerjico in potem bomo sli na plazo s kitarco in ob ogenjcku kaksno zapeli, mal poklepetali se fajn nasmejali… in ja, je cas da se zbudim, ne?